clothes

i can never get the clothes i want, all the clothes i've got are hand-me-downs from my brother and i might sound like a loser but i've never gone clothes shopping ever in my whole life all this time the only places i go to besides school and home are my mom's friends home and that is it but please do not think of me as a pathetic pitiful loser. and back to the topic the clothes i want are infanta...well basically lolli and my brother says that those kinds of clothes don't suit me but i wouldn't know since i haven't looked in the mirror for about 2 years since i got acne but i don't anymore but my friends say that i would look nice but then they said it wouldn't fit my personality and it kinda would 'cause i got split personalities O.o i have no idea why they said that but then my brother said that i'm lolli anyways i'm really confused about what i just wrote. Sayonara~ and thanks for reading my post